Women, is your life out of control? lol

Is your life out of control? Are you miserable & don’t know how to pull yourself out of the hole you are in?!! Looking for a miracle? It’s possible.

I want to share something personal to you!!!

And if you’re asking why? Why put this on FB? Because I feel that when we share our stories w/ others, our hurts & our pain our awful tragedies and how we overcame them…I truly believe that we can help somebody else that’s in that situation. 

I’m not one of those people that goes around posting all of the pictures about God and forgiveness and all of that, occasionally I do when I really feel the quote deep inside…But instead I live my life that way because just talking doesn’t get you anywhere or you have to walk the walk!!! (No offense to anyone lol I enjoy reading Christian quotes 😉)

Over the past year and a half, I have gone through a horriblly painful divorce with an outcome that was not in my best interest. And come to find out there were A LOT of miscommunications that were not seen until later through the anger & hurt. 😔 I still have medical issues with my back and suffer with chronic pain every single day. (But I get up out of bed every day and walk into school with a smile 😊😃 for my students, for my boys, and for all of the people that care about me.) I have gone through another painful tragedy over the past year & 1/2, besides my divorce, that is too personal to share. Every day over the past year and a half has been extremely difficult to just get out of bed in the mornings because life was dark and in my eyes at that time: not a good place. All I saw was misery and pain and suffering and it felt like the world was crashing around me.

Even before that year I had suffered physically and emotionally for a very long time. I have had 13 surgeries in a 10 year time span, extreme back pain that never goes away which I still suffer from, my dad passed away when I was 13 years old and it wrecked my whole life, and many more other tragedies that one person should never have to suffer from in one lifetime, much less 35 years

BUT: one day about 6 months ago, in May, I was standing in my bathroom looking at myself in the mirror and I decided “no more”! I will not let people destroy me or hurt me and I will not let my tragedies or life situations overcome me anymore!!”  NO. MORE.

Right then and there I literally fell to my knees and looked up and screamed and said “God please help me!!!” I stayed there for about an hour just praying and begging God to turn my life around and to give me the knowledge and the wisdom and the tools to do it. 

And I am not joking or exaggerating….after that things started happening in my life that I can’t even begin to understand/comprehend!! I deleted people off my Facebook that were negative influences and I and circle myself in gods arms and safety and I pulled myself away from anything that was not good for me or my family. I can’t even begin to explain the amazing things that God did in my life and it happened so quickly. It has been six months and it feels like it has been years. But I won’t let another day go by in Missouri life is a wonderful thing if you look at it the right way and you make the right choices. And when I choose I choose to love because love always always gets me through the rough times and I feel like I am able to face anything in the world throws at me now.  before I could not handle life…it was just too much.

Again you may ask why would she share this personal information? Because that’s what God wants us to do. He wants us to encourage others, lift them up, help them, carry them when needed, and I will be that person because I didn’t really have that when I needed it. People who I thought cared about me turned their backs on me and walked away and never looked back 😞  I have suffered greatly in many ways. but I am tired of letting my suffering overcome me and take over my whole world and bring me down. I still have many things to work on and we are all always growing and changing. But I am happy to say that I am in the process and have overcome many things with God‘s love. And I will overcome the rest, I believe and I have faith.

Yes I’ve hurt & sufferer TREMENDOUSLY, But God was always right there and when I finally let go of the reins, let go of the control, and let God take over my life the way it is supposed to be, amazing things started happening and I am a witness to God‘s love and power and strength and mercy!!!! GOD IS GOOD & I AM A WITNESS IN FAITH!!!☺️🙏💕 relationships that I thought would never be repaired or able to mend, started piecing back together!!! Someone who I thought that I lost forever is now a part of my life and to God I will always be grateful and humble because I couldn’t ask for more. I’m HAPPY. AT PEACE. LOVE IS THE ANSWER!!! ALWAYS L.

So if you find yourself looking in the mirror today or standing somewhere and thinking  🤔 “how did I get here?” Or “Why is my life like this?” Just Let go and 100% truly let God take over and let your worries slip away!! Because He WILL take care of you if you believe and have faith. 

I began to pour myself into my job and my students and I took the focus off of me. I stop blaming others for everything that was going wrong in my life and realize that most of it was my doing. My boys Micah Braxton and Kyan are the most important people in the world to me and I admit I wasn’t a great mom the past couple of years with all of my medical situations & surgeries. I was lost in my own world made of pain and misery. 😖😩 

But I cannot beat myself up for that and carry that guilt because all it has done is eat me up alive inside and turn my life into something that I did not want and that was not good for me or the people around me. Before I could forgive anyone else I had to forgive ME: Lacy.

All it takes is faith and God WILL do the rest of you hand everything to him and don’t take it back..you will transform into something awe-inspiring and beautiful and happiness and love 💕 will pour out of you. All you have to do is let go. I am so extremely blessed and I think God for it every day. And every single day my life gets better and better and I finally see the sun light at the end of the dark tunnel I was in. As a matter fact I’m not in that tunnel anymore I’m on the other side where the sun shines bright the grass is green the breeze flickers through the flowers. I am there and I’m never looking back!!!!! 

Message me if you need some inspiration. I’m here & I want to help. 

If someone hasn’t told you today that you are special and unique and that you are loved, I am telling you right now. I love you & so does God.

You are special and you are loved more than you could possibly know. So don’t let the world get you down… stand up & scream 😱 “no more!!!!”

To the people Who stuck by my side and helped me in some way… believe me it wasn’t just something small even if it felt that way.

You helped me through a horrible situation and I will forever be grateful to those people. ♾🙏

So come on Satan! Bring it because I’m ready!

✝️💓🙏🕊✨💫☀️🌝🌷🌸🌌🌠🎆 ☮️✌️ 

~Lacy

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